bday eve

today so happy, yea, it was a far cry from my depressed state few days ago.
last few days i was feeling down and unhappy.
but today v. happy :D
after break, my class surprised me by singing bday song to me.
so touched. that moment when they sang it, i was so surprised to such an extent that i forgot what to do. i was holding onto my bottle as i wanted to drink water. then it was also at the moment that they sang the song to me.
so u could imagine how it was like. rather amusing.
i think if someone were to take a photo, my mouth would be half open with my bottle near my lips while the class was singing the bday song.
yea, so it was really nice and touching. i think i didnt drink my water but wait for them to finish singing before quenching my thirst. or maybe not , cos as i mentioned, i was so surprised that i totally did not know what to do.
cos first time all my classmates sang bday song to me.
even happier when they gave me presents !
thank you guys and girls (:
during cca, some of my friends wished me happy bday (: ty v. much :D
had dinner with gfs just now, serene,jas,xinyi and yanling.
and took lots of photos tgt to celebrate my bday.
photo time:

my bday gifts from my class :D


xinyi and me. yep, a chio girl with me. no one can take her away from me and jas. she is OURS.
guys, hands off. :P


yanling and me. whoa, her face is smaller than mine :)
i used to be called "cai pei tang" which translates to veg and soup in english.
that was my nickname.
and yanling used to be called " ah ma" which translates to grandma in english too.
and yea, that was her nickname.
and yes, it is our nicknames all the time :P


serene and me. the ultra fair girl. and skinny girl.


jasmine the edward cullen girlfriend.
yes, she loves him and he loves her. yeah right, in her dreams. hehe
me? i am changmin aka Max 's girlfriend. yep, and in my dreams too. haha.


the four of us, yanling took the photo for us.
on a glance, one would think that i was hugging a head.
no, please dun scare me, i am not strangling my friend. just hugging her loosely.


love is in the air ~
here we express our love to everyone :D
yep, guess what, to my shock, i came to realise from my jc friends that my bday is actually the white day.
got a shock when i knew abt it.
yep so it is like on feb 14, a girl gives the guy a gift, so on march 14, the guy is supposed to give the girl a gift too.
omg, i didnt know that.
i can imagine how he felt when i jokingly told him to give me a bday present on my bday. most likely shocked or embarrassed. hopefully he dunno that tml is white day, so paiseh.


more love for you (: max


more love from us , the four girls. xinyi taking the photo now.
argh, my love was hidden at the bottom, serene's hand kept blocking her face.


GROUP PHOTOS!!!!! shorter ones in front, taller ones behind.


same photo, but further away.

some recent photos of a few of my classmates:

serene and me :)


jeremy and keith. i will let u guys guess what the boys were trying to do to each other :P


benedict and keith holding onto "guns"


keith and hazim. practising guitars for the rock concert.


my class. before benedict, serene and venga came.

hey girls and guys, thanks for celebrating my bday eve with me today !
really glad and surprised and happy :D

regrets

let me scream
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
XINYI !!!!
xinyi, why didnt u tell me u are going to IT FAIR:??????
i am going crazy with screaming now
u know what?
when i read xinyi post about going to IT fair and buy cooling fan.
i was so frustrated with myself.
had i gone with my guy friends to the IT fair, i could have called xinyi and meet her at the IT fair and end up going home with her. and i could have seen my gf aka my close female friends faster.
omg, i miss my gfs dearly.
i love you all.
i love my gfs so much that in jc, when i was feeling lonely, i was depressed.
yea, low spirits.
i hid away from my classmates, i became a diff person.
i wasnt talkative anymore, and that wasnt me.
i spoke a little and that wasnt me.
i want to return to myself. the talkative, straightforward girl.
the cheerful girl.
nowadays in sch, everytime i talk to my classmates in class, i have to think carefully wat i wanna say.
i became a diff person, i have nth to talk to anyone. not even the girls.
an anti-social.
but in cca, i seemed to regain myself. talked to the girls and the guys more . a little more chatty.
i am looking forward to tomorrow, cos tml i will be having dinner with my gfs to celebrate the eve of my bday.
i guess why just now i was so frustrated with myself for not tagging along with the guys was becos i was lonely in jc and the loneliness and perhaps sufferings hidden in me although i pretended to be cheerful in school finally balled up in me and became my anger.
thats why just now my outbursts was so great.
yea, now i am still v. angry and regretted a lot.

sungei buloh field trip

today went to sungei buloh.
took lots of photos.
saw monitor lizard , spiders and all sorts of plants.
made some friends.
turned out that shan ying was keith's OG group member.
looks like we are all interconnected with our friends.
cool.
chatted with shan ying in the bus and a little with eugene.
i find it easier to remember people whose names i heard or used before.
for eg, eugene's and keith's names are very easy to remember becos i have a secondary school friend called eugene. and my cute and fav cousin is also called keith.
so it is easy to remember.
cassandra introduced her friend to me, jasmine( i am not sure if this is the correct spelling, let me know if i spelt it wrongly) . yep so cassandra and jasmine's name are easy to remember too.
cos i have one primary sch friend called cassandra and secondary close friend called Jasmine.
yep yep.
today field trip to sungei buloh was ok.
eugene was bitten by spider.
i wasnt bitten by any mosquitoes. which was a relief for me as i have "sweet" blood.
i am a likely prey in the nature reserve for mosquitoes. they love me :(
My teacher in charge, brought her son. so cute.
14mths nia. quite big size. when we were going back to the exit, and sat down while my teacher in charge told us about coming to the nature reserve next time with a notebook and pen, her son cadence kept walking about in circles around his mother. then Nila carried him for a few sec, i couldnt help it but hug the toddler. so cute!! adorable eyes.
when i let go after hugging him, he stared at me for quite a while before reaching for me. then i carried him for also a few sec, then he cried for his mommy. handed him back to his mommy. :)

i love kids. but i dun like it if they are too naughty and pull my hair, draw on my books, throw my handphone on the floor, switch on and off my computer until it crashed, anyhow click my computer mouse when i am doing important stuff, shut down my computer when i am halfway doing my computer stuff such as research or blogging, or rummage through my clothes and throw my stuff onto the floor. and smack my spectacles away when i carry them or bite me when pretending to sayang me.
wow, what a list.hehe, that shows how much i know about my toddler cousin who is babysitted by my mother nearly everyday.
photos:

on the way to sungei buloh, photo of eugene. peace sign :)


listening to teacher talking. in the Sungei Buloh library. mini one.


on the way back. blur photo. cos i took it when the bus was moving and it was really bumpy.


shan ying and me. also blur.


on the way back. eugene eating candy.

hey people most of the photos arent posted in my blog, they are posted in my facebook profile.
view it here:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=62566&id=531995821#/album.php?aid=62566&id=531995821

crazy

so sleepy now but feel like blogging...
today so sianz and crazy in school.
it was sianz cos during lunch, the boys were playing some game in which i do not understand and do not know how to play.
so it was rather boring watching them play. went to find my girlfriends, eunice, tzekiat, crystal, meiqi and huiyin. kept going back to my class cos i scared they leave without me.
after watching them play for like the most 5mins, i gave up and went to the study.
found the guai kias there.
decided to study instead.
the crazy part...was during pw.
for dunno what reason, hazim went high and started cracking jokes. some which are really funny and some which are lame...
during presentation, benedict was really funny. he read wrongly.
he read that bruce lee created microsoft . that was when we laughed real hard.
when he read it wrongly, he didnt realise it. even when everyone was laughing real hard, quite a while later, he realized and he himself laughed.
it was of course, bill gates who created microsoft.
so that was the funny part. the crazy part was i went into laughing mood. after the presentation, for the entire pw lesson, i was controlling myself not to laugh as hazim was unaware that his funny actions made me laugh and giggle. in the end, i couldnt laugh it out loud, and hazim was trying to make me laugh then say i am a mad girl. lol.
then when i laugh, he say he didnt do anything. yeah. right...
purposely make weird and funny noises. so that i have to stuff my finger into my ear to shut the noises out to stop myself from laughing.
after the lesson, i was exhausted from laughter. i laughed till i cried. Jeremy and Hazim was like, huh. is she crying? my god, she laugh until she is like crying like dat.
ya, thats what happens to me when i have a real good laugh. tissue in need.

NSS

yes, here i am. i survived and half awake.
yepp. i can still type without spelling wrongly.
no life in jc. thats what people say.
and i think i am gonna say it sooner or later.
last few days i was complaining of very little homework, and tml i have to hand in a lot of homework.
shldnt have said that there is very little hw...
some of my friends very poor things. very time-strapped. so now all rushing to finish homework. i oso.
while some chose wrong cca, sports cca which sometimes can be very exhausting. depends on the type and intensity of the cca.
so in the end, cca end late 7.30 ++, go home late, tired, then too tired to do hw. also poor thing la.
luckily i chose nature society as my cca.
today cca only 3.30 to 5.30 . 2hrs nia. quite nice.
know a few more peopl.
nila, eugene, mingge, jade, dorothy, jane, alicia. yep yep.
going to sungei buloh on sat. yay!!
for cca today, we did presentations. eugene was comical explaining about mudskippers and O2. joker lol.
i was nervous and memorised everything and i also forgot some parts. but luckily no one laughed. well even if they do, i am too nervous to notice it.
kk , got to go. mug bb

relaxing jc life, "gay" guys

i have always thought that jc life would be very hectic, perhaps this is the beginning so i dont find it hectic at all...
anyway, nowadays, apart from returning home in the evening, i do my homework, well it is very little and i have a lot of free time.
contrary to the amount of free time i have, my guy friends are complaining that they have no life in jc, very hectic.
cos some are lagging behind.
yep, so i began suspecting, is it becos i do my hw very quickly or is it becos we have very little hw.
till now, i still dunno the reason.
but, today during econs lec, keith fell asleep . when me and serene and benedict saw him asleep, we kept giggling to ourselves. then a teacher came, we woke him up lest he would have to stand at the back of the lecture theatre.haha. sleepyhead.
reason? cos yesterday he went for canoeing training so he was worn out thats why today he was exhausted.
during free periods, nathanel tripped and fell. poor nat. went with derek to office to request for help. then as for CT, civics tutor period(in jc) a.k.a form teacher period(in sec) , while waiting for Mrs Phay to come, we were up to mischief.
because in our classroom, at the wall dividing the corridor and the room, at the top there are gaps.
so koonhow and weijie threw stuff into the gaps to scare girls who are walking down the corridor.
too bad, their attempts failed.
what happened later, i cant remember what happened exactly.
all i remember is that derek slammed accidentally onto keith who was leaning against the table.
for some sick motives, keith roll derek onto the table with keith on top, but because keith was too big-sized, his shoe hit elysebeth.
she was upset and went after keith for revenge?
then keith went back to derek for revenge so he grabbed derek to tickle and bind him eh?
but because his back was facing the door, so when Mrs Phay came in, the two boys were " hugging" each other very tightly.
damn gay gestures. so funny. Mrs Phay had a weird look on her face, then we all erupted into laughter. so funny.
both boys look embarrassed. haha. hahahhahahahahahah. omg lol.
yeppp thats the end for today,....
oh wait, during free period, zaid wanted to do somersaults, so keith and issac helped him to do a assisted somersaults on some plastic mattresses(those for gymnastics). ended up, zaid landed on his face. so funny. he showed us the video they took. nope i arent uploading. RESPECT PRIVACY . :D thanks for your understanding lol.
yepp this is finally the end for today. gotta sleep!!!!

geo gathering

sometimes when i walk past a group of girls smoking,
i find it very disturbing.
they think it is cool or hot, but to me , they looked like losers.
you find it cool.. wait till u get lung cancer, and i will sweetly say , cool eh you to have lung cancer. to you.
last night gathering at my geography teacher , Mrs Ng house was nice.
3 storeys. so big. still have a pond so cool.
we had bbq. i drank 4 packets of drink until i was real full. ate the mee and rice and otah.
didnt eat much. cos drank too much water.
the boys played WII, kenneth, zane and claudius.
WII sports. they played american football , volleyball.
we watched them played.
then the class took group photos.
i took a few photos with my friends (:

more photos coming up (:
most of the photos were taken using my teacher's camera.
i prefer to take photos without the flash.
actually when we met up, i couldnt recognise the boys at all.
the boys had different hairstyles the last time i seen them. all sport new hairstyles.but longer hair and fringe. covering the eyes and dyed hair.
wish that i can dye my hair and highlight it.
dun look like students at all, obviously they look like people from poly. well they are going to poly.
those going to jc, look the same to me. haha.
Mrs Ng said that we are quite lucky.
she said the previous time when 4e4 came, the girls werent served first. the boys helped themselves first.
but ytd, we ate first, then the boys ate. and we took the premium seats= sofas.
i think the boys ate while standing and some sat on plastic chairs outside of the house in the compound.
thanks guys :)
when we took group photos, first not candid, subsequent photos were candid.
i sat beside the boys. when candid, one guy stuck out his leg blocking us. i forgot who le, but i tried to push his leg down, couldnt. so i put my cushion on his leg and used it as arm rest. haha.
vidya put a cushion on her lap and i rested my head against it. so comfortable.
i have both arm and head rest. premier seats on the sofa. haha
around 9++ then claudia, shumin and katrina and another girl came, rather late.
we watched tv, me , cindy amelia and huithong while the rest were chatting with mrs ng outside.
buvana, vidya and sharvin left early around 8+.
the four of us namely cindy me amelia and huithong left around 10++ . very tired.
watched tv until want to fall asleep liao. too comfy on the sofa.
so for yesterday, our territory was the sofa. 90% of the time we were sitting on the sofa. haha
shall post the photos asap :)

moody

argh today i am in a bad mood.
i bet everyone cant tell cos i can hide my mood easily.
something like wearing a mask.
less than 1 mth, and my bday is coming!!!
haha.
i love presents. yea, so give me loads.
i am born thick skinned. yepp so when i blush , no one can tell.
and thats perfect, it is just like me wearing a mask to hide my mood.
okay, back to why i am in a bad mood .
it is natural for me .Zach met me today. thats why he gave me lots of prob and thats y i am in a bad mood.
oh right, i am babbling nonsense. no one understands what i am talking now.
no need to cos i arent gonna explain.
man..this post sounds so random...

funny guys

hey guys very tired now. but still have the urge to blog
today very slack
pe, we were made by our cher to run 2.4km.
it was a trial run to see our running standard.
i ran for abt 16.07 mins. v. tiring.
then we had a break and lunch. very long around 2.5 hrs.
from 10- 12.30
went to the study to study with my class.
after that went for chinese class tgt.
for chinese we did groupwork. very fun and funny.
i kept mispronouncing my friend, Yilong name.
i called him yulong. and he said he isnt fish dragon. and went to bury his head against the wall and slam the wall.
then i think we still didnt get it and called him yulong again.
he started to cover his face with his hands comic.
very funny. i started laughing and finally got his name right.
then when cher asked him to read some chinese words, he dunno. i whispered behind my hand and told him so he just repeated everything after me.
kool. and fun.
very fun working with him. natural joker.
after school, he came to the library to study with my class.
such a coincidence, saw Tze Kiat and her classmates too in the library and also Paul and his friends.
then yilong and benedict started playing chinese chess.
funny thing is that when benedict already moved his chess soldiers,etc, yilong still ask, eh, u haven move yours yet.
so funny. cute blurness. haha
i am a blur queen.
yepyep, everyone in our class finds benedict cute. his laughter is cute too. :D
anyway, after the somewhat short day, i went home to slack and also study.
well, i am studying now. and also multitasking.
very tired, want to sleep but also cannot....

trials

i getting used to my class.
i was wondering whether i would be happy if i appealed and was accepted into cjc or nyjc at this time which is impossible.
i think i wouldnt be really happy.
cos i am slowly getting to like my class.
firstly, the boys were much easier to talk to than the boys in my sec sch.
and as usual, they are funny.
esp zaid. well, he is a joker.
today in school, some people kept talking about someone smelling someone.
i wonder how does that someone smell. probably smell super good.
today zaid wore specs,and looked like a nerd or very studious kid.
hazim was very diff from other malay and indian boys.
which was rather a surprise to me.
cos i thought with his messy hair , he is the kind of dun study boys.
turned out to be rather a hardworking guy.
ya my class got a guy called keith , same as my younger cousin keith.
kool.
same names, same reactions.
when i lament what bad things happen to me to my cousin keith, he will smile.
same things with my friend keith.
same names...
ytd, after my trial, waited for tingfeng and keith to finish their canoeing trial then can eat with serene and jeremy and them.
but my mom cooked my share so went home. also good la, i dun wan to go home too late.
but the wanna-be-canoeist were late by 28mins. the three of us were so hungry. half dead from hunger while waiting for them.
yesterday i went for rockclimbing trial with Eunice.
omg, the PT was so strenuous.
i couldnt take it.
i think i did abt 100+ situps , 100+ push ups, 7 pullups(boys type, nt girls type of inclined pullup) , ran in our school stadium on slippery track. did leg training, very tiring.
i did all this with a hungry stomach. couldnt take it after doing PT for 1 hr. gave up and left the rockclimbing team and the J1.
last week i went for choir trial, didnt like it cos the practices were gruelling.
i have a strong feeling i will settle down for nature society. sounds interesting and looks fun . can get leadership points by being nature guides or raising awareness on nature to primary school kids in primary schools.

what you said about me

last wednesday, our OGL told us to write good things about our new friends.
and this is my card:
such a pity most of my new friends never state their names so i dunno who wrote what.


the front . mostly says friendly :)

the back. more lengthy ones.
well, i like lengthy ones. haha.

Aquila yellow cloth!!

YES, i am from Aquila!!
haha, got this from my OGL , michael.
ya, i am an avid supporter of Aquila!!
just now in school , when i went for Choir trial, before the CCA trial started i kept chanting Aquila long cheer until my friends collapsed in laughter and tiredness cos i chanted too many times.this is the new aquila cheer:
(clap thighs x2 then clap hands ) X2
ashes to ashes,
dust to dust,
we hate to beat u,
but we must we must,
when you're up you're up,
when you're down you're down,
when you're up against Aquila,
you're upside down,
cos we're Boom(stamp feet) Aquila,
cos we're Boom(stamp feet) Aquila,
cos we're ti ti ti ti(make gun hand signs),
BOOM (stamp feet)Aquila!!!
WHOOOOO!!!
ah ha, keith wanted to get the Aquila yellow cloth but i got it first from Michael.
Limited edition!!!
i think Elaine still have one. Can get from her!!!
yepp in case you have noticed, i changed my bag to dickies!!
a bit diff from other kind of bags cos this is water proof bag so quite stiff and not soft like other dickies bag.
i love my class now!!!
haha, first day of 1S17 was freaky scary cos so many boys and so few girls
now adapted to it liao, cos i have 2 female friends!!! yayay!!!
omg, next week have to study liao.....still in holiday mood

last day of orientation

so fast, the orientation is going to end soon.
we had house time in the morning till noon.
we played H2O and it was as expected, very fun.
shall not elaborate on how the H2O is played, lest it would be v. boring for you guys to read wordy blogs.
as usual, Zaid was very funny in the way he ran.
i kept laughing non-stop the momemt he start running.
most of the boys ran so fast that their hair were flying from the wind
serene screamed the moment she had to run away from the catcher.
i screamed too. but not as loud as her. quite softly when i also had to run away from the catcher.
after that, we played murderer. that game was rather confusing to me.
turned out that we had 2 murderers. and it made the game loads more confusing.
and next we played island game. chiku chiku, pong pong, so many . also confusing.
when i was pointed at, i have to point at another person.
but i pointed wrongly.
i stuck my fingers at the side of my forehead like antenna. and pointed at keith.
but pointed in the wrong way.
michael laughed a lot.
it seems that whenever he laughs, his face is damn red. like a lot of blood.
everytime during cheer, his face very red.
then we finally have lunch ..
yay! FOOD!!
then we played scavenger hunt
quite fun too .
first station, we went to gallery and split into couples.
each couple is to transfer a spaghetti stick from a flight of steps to the top and drop it into a box.
it is damn funny seeing guys , each using their mouth to hold on to one end of the spaghetti.
i wanted to laugh when transfering the spaghetti. and the moment i giggled, the stick snapped.
time wasted. had to get another stick ,and finally succeeded.
i was happy when i managed to transfer the stick to the box with serene as i was trying very hard not to giggle at all since i laugh at the slightest funny things.
we went to another station near the rock climbing wall where we were blindfolded and instructed to move to form the alphabets "SR" , then we were told to take photo with our blindfolds twice.
turned out that we were tricked in taking the first photos as no one was taking photo of the class while we made peace sign and smiled. like dummies. haha but all the while, it was fun.
i was the only girl blindfolded and the rest are guys. only elysebeth and serene were not blindfolded.
at another station, we had to do pull ups, push up and climb walls.
since i was the smallest size and the lightest.
Zaid carried me up keith and serene i think, held on to my legs to lift me up to do 30 , i think, pullups. nt the inclined pullups. the pullups done by boys.
later, around 4pm, we watched skits done by our various houses. orion :D, Cetus, Aqulia:D, Draco and Pegasus.
Weijie was in the beauty pageant as rome guy i think.
when he walked down the stage with a rome girl, i think some ppl were shouting handsome . lol
Hazim acted in the skit as a flirt. yea haha.
anyway after that, we had college dance. it was fun. but nt extremely fun for me as i danced alone and i was enduring hunger, so hungry that my stomach hurts. so i kept squeezing and clutching my stomach to numb the pain.
we danced thrice.
first time i danced alone. second time, i danced with nat, third i think also dance with nat.but during the third dance, when doing the chacha part, instead of holding hands with our partners, we held hands with people in our row and chacha very hard, trying to pull people down. then the principal danced with us chicken dance.
kind of like children dance. but we were having fun. i was having so much fun dancing that i forgot my hunger. we hook hands together. first i hook arms during the dance with nat, then keith then ting feng then back with nat , yeah i think.
okay, after that, the end of orientation. yepyep.

2nd day 1S17

2nd day of my new class 1S17
got the boys' names right.
and i have a new female friend, serene !!
she is from zhonghua. mayb she also knows meizhen. hoho
today amazing race quite fun, the boys were very funny in one station in which they had to gel their hair vertically up, like they have an arrow on their head.
then today i could finally hang out with serene instead of with the boys.
got to know the boys better.
weijie, koonhow, keith, hazim, zaid, jeremy, terence, ting feng, yongkang, nathaniel, derrick and one more guy and my OG leaders, Elaine and Michael.
and the two girls from my class
the house games was the best.
we kept running about and had to form couples.
damn funny the way zaid ran, his legs were like jelly but very fast runner.
and he ran so fast with so much force that he kept running into people and ended up rolling onto the floor .
too bad , the day ended too early.
wish can play more games. so fun

new class

time flies so fast
how i wish i am still in my OG group with jack and wanling as our OG leaders....
too bad, my class consists of 14 ppl including me
12 boys and 2 girls including me
at first, when i went to the hall to find my class, i saw one row of boys, i thought it was in two rows
turned out to be one row only.
sianz.....so lonely...
looks like in jc, i will mostly have guy friends only.....
but today i went home with Eunice, and Tze Kiat.
thank you for accompanying me home :D
love to go home with you girls in future daily XD

SRJC

it seems to be a blessing in disguise.
cos, well my appeals to nyjc and cjc were both unsuccessful.
but instead of being upset, i was relieved.
cos that means i can finally buy my srjc uniform!
and also , my new friends told me that cjc has a bad reputation of many students having teenage pregnancies.
turns out that everyone knew about that while i didnt know.
plus there were some rumors that cjc has gangsters.
so i was relieved that i wasnt in that school.
as for nyjc, my ballet friend was from that school, but she kept telling me not to go to the school as the teachers in nyjc were very unpleasant to the students and she kept saying that she doesnt like the school she is in.
the uniform looks like nyjc, and the coolest thing is in jc, they require your skirts to be short, not over the knee cap.
when i was in sec school, our skirts had to be long and over the knee caps. =.=
and the colour is quite nice (:
and the people in srjc are friendly and nice!
i made friends with Yu long, Paul, Hansel, Marcus, Jessica, Vivian, cassandra, Huiting, Tze Kiat, Eunice, Siti , Jack, Wanling, Omana, and also Huiting's another friend.
i had a pleasant time at srjc. the Y2 students were very helpful.
and yes, i am looking forward to next week orientation games.
YAY!

First few days in JC

yesterday in SRJC was pretty boring.
cos early in the morning the HOD of respective subjects went on stage in the hall to tell us more about the subjects,
since i didnt have enough sleep, i was half dozing off when the teachers were explaining about the subjects.
but in the end i didnt fall asleep, i struggled to stay awake.
and i triumphed.

then today, we wore our own sec sch PE uniform to SRJC.
we danced the college dance first before doing college song and lastly college cheer.
we were paired up .as it was a couple dance.
we tried to escape by going to the toilet but it seemed that the OG leaders knew our intentions so no one was allowed to go to the toilet.
not even when we feigned stomachache, and all kinds of illness.

i danced with Hansel and PAul.
one is a better dancer than the other.
the dance was extremely funny because our OG leader, Jack , had a hard time teaching Paul how to twirl a girl and dance.
In fact, he was perspiring a lot.
When Huiting and I saw him perspiring, so funny . we kept laughing.
it was funnier when Jack danced with Paul together.
Jack twirled Paul , but because Paul was as tall as him, the twirl was very weird.
then defeated, Jack told Paul that he has to go for dancing lessons. and the way he twirl a girl is dangerous cos it ends up with me either body slam HuiTing or HuiTing body slammed onto me.
Cos he danced with HuiTing first then me. so firstly, it was HuiTing who slammed onto me then after that i slammed onto HuiTing.
Jack also said that with Paul twirling in the wrong way, he may ends up with a girl having arm injuries.
okay, that was real funny. we kept laughing.
and when we did wrong steps, we stepped on each other feets instead.
but the dance was fun. haha/

first day jC

today... first day in srjc... serangoon jc..
made new friends and met old friends.
old friends mainly Raissa, Shermaine, Indiri, Jean, Monica, and some boys from beatty.
forgot the boys' names. sorry
orientation v. boring.
just because the elite students went on overseas trips to 9 different places.
they made 9 videos
it was damn boring.
as the students told us about the trip, they keep saying. oh it is really cool . ya.
YEA right.....
there was a slide in which the student said of how tiring the climb of a Mt was and how nice it feels when they have reached the summit.
and they used," so we had a tiring and gruesome climb, but it was really cool and wonderful."
GRUESOME?? it means disgusting...
HOW CAN U SAY A CLIMB TO BE GRUESOME?
but overall, made new friends..

CNY second day

this time we woke up late.
i woke up around 11.30am.
very late.
just have a quick breakfast consisting just a cup of milk then i went to tp maternal grandma house to have lunch.
steamboat again. yesterday was also steamboat for all meals.
after lunch i met up with xinyi to watch movie.
but then , the lion dance troupe havent arrived at her house yet so i went to her house to wait for the lion dance to come.


her cousin. Zi Xuan. 7rs old. cute eh ^^

waited for a long time, so kill time by taking photos and chatting.


smile. smile. ^^


how i wish my eyes are as big as xinyi's.
mine are so small.

after waiting for like 1h ++, ard 4.30pm we went to buy tickets at Cathay AMK hub,
mind you, we checked the number of seats taken in the cinema via the cathay website and it was rather empty.
but just 10 mins later when we arrived at AMK hub, OMG, full house.
all seats taken.
i cant believe it
either the website was not updated or many people book in just 10 mins!
so no choice, tried our luck at bishan gv, no avail.
but met my cousins at j8.
Xiang Zheng korkor, Vanessa jiejie, Shi Jia and her husband, Daniel .
such a coincidence.
they were going to watch a movie too, but it was Love Matters.
cos the movie is later, so they went to arcade before watching the movie.
as for us we just went back home.
i went back to tp while xinyi went home.

CNY first day

Early in the morning we went to my paternal grandparents house to bai nian.
took photos with my Aunty, Tua Gou.
My father's older sister.


then we went to kong mang san temple to pray and take CNY photos.



from young till now, every year during CNY on the first day, i ALWAYS take photo at this dragon pillar.
my family always take photos at this pillar.



This VERY pillar.



kind of a secret power. eh.


here, i am, at the dragon pillar.
i wore high heels and it is killing me . ouch!


at the guan yin statue, my mom and dad.
no he is not my grandpa, he is my father.

followed by going to toa payoh, my maternal grandma house.
i played UNO again.
cos nth to do.
my 3rd aunty's com kena virus, very slow.
connection speed only 3.4mbps .
normally it is 100mbps.
pathetic speed.

CNY reunion dinner

just now went to Rabbit Brand Seafood Restaurant at Joo Chiat to have reunion dinner with my paternal relatives, took some photos with mom in the van.

took 2 photos.


i wore my green sleeveless shirt $10 . haha.

the food at the restaurant was nice. yummy !


hees, i took a photo of myself. and that JS kept trying to spoil my photos but obstructing my view.
hee , i managed to take one after several tries. YES!
see.... his hand meddling with his phone behind me. lol.
trying to take a ugly photo of me.


ya....my cousin JS.
hee, i am the young aunty, he is the Old uncle.
cos we have a nephew (: Kai zhe, our cousin's son.



me and kai zhe.
i was having trouble carrying him cos he keeps moving.
lol. i couldnt smile properly. think my smile looks strained.
well it was, cos i was trying to smile without showing my dracula teeth and also holding onto active little kai zhe.

after eating, my paternal relatives went back home, my parents went home while i went to toa payoh to celebrate CNY eve with them.
played UNO with my cousins
then around 10++, i went back home, my cousin sent me home.
Thanks Shi Yuen jie jie!

Love Matters

last night, i watched Love Matters with my parents.
yep , it is NC 16.
lol, when we bought the tickets and passed the gantry to go to the cinema hall, they kept demanding for my identification card.
well i was pleased with that.
you see. some students may be underaged, but they looked mature and look more than 16 years old, so without the ezlink card/ IC, you cant determine their age and may let them into the cinema to watch NC16 movies.
yep, to prevent that from happening and dirty their innocent minds, the staff kept asking for ezlink card/IC.
anyway, i find that the previous movie by Jack Neo is better.
cos Love Matters is rather boring.
all about boys obssession for s**.
eg: showing where boys watching porn during class,
teen couple doing that thing,
boys watching porn and girls who wear super low cut shirts purposely,
and perverts.
but i have a favourite quote from the movie which is " it doesnt mean no s** means no love" , these words spoken by the mother was really true.
[spoiler alert]
cos, the father was telling the wife that when she wasnt intimate with him, he wasnt sure whether she loves him anot. fyi, they have a 18yr old son. who has a crush on a girl who happens to have a bf called Bryan. then the wife said," it doesnt mean that no s** means no love"
[end of alert]
but still, there is some hilarious parts of it though not as interesting as " qian bu gou yong" movie.
rating: 3/5 only

CNY celebration acrobatics performance

CNY celebration performance part 1



CNY celebration performance part 2

cny with juniors

wheee, yesterday i went with xinyi to bugis street to find the sleeveless 2 piece in one shirt.
and BINGO, we found the shop.
damn cheap haha. 10 bucks only. kk more american here. haha
so happy after buying it. i shall wear it more often:D

this was taken in the mrt. feeling kinda bored.
well, we first saw 3 st nick students taking photos with each other.
serious, they are like extreme self-obsessed.
more than me, kept taking photos of themselves.
so influenced by them, we took a photo of our legs.
left is xinyi's, right is mine. haha

tada, another one in the mrt.
guess what, we happened to take the same train as the 3 girls from st nick.
yep, i kept looking at the girls cos one of them, the shortest looked very cute. and she wore a cap. so cool.
then when we were getting off the train at bugis, she stared at me right into the eyes.
that was the moment i find that she look familiar, after we staring at each other for almost 20mins, then we realised that we are from the same primary school.
she is antzlie!! paiseh, if i spelled her name wrongly. :X
xinyi was like having the i-cant-believe-u-only-recognise-your-friend-after-staring-at-each-other-for-so-long look .
yea, antzlie was also staring at me. i didnt realise.
but it really made my day.
i love to see my primary school friends although i am not really close to them.
they are just very warm around.they treat you warmly.
yepp, so yesterday, which was thursday was fabulous!
i met my primary sch friend and also gotten my shirt!!!

and yeah, last saturday, i went out with serene and xinyi to go bugis street to find my sleeveless shirt.
i couldnt find it, but yesterday, thurs, i found it!!!!
bored when we couldnt find it the other time, we went to take photos in the toilet


three girls. the one xinyi on the right is wearing is the sleeveless shirt i was looking for.

haha. today, friday, we went back to school to celebrate CNY with juniors.
went to 3rd floor and watched the students.
we were among the earliest.
saddd, didnt see potassium, but xinyi told me she saw him.
i didnt. he was sitting.
at first me, jas and xinyi were standing near the control room, but the boys kept taking photos behind and the flashes irritated us.
so we went to find shurui and took photos with her.
after that went back to watch the celebrations.
i dunno, but i have a feeling that people kept looking at me.
cos, when i turn around, some people look and stare.
swtly, it seems to be boys......
and girls.
haha.i think i kept your hope high that u think i like someone right?
well i did, but i gotten over the person le.
i think.
even if i see potassium, i just pretend to not like him....
thats how i get over him.
anyway, we went to have lunch, then watched movie at eng wah cinema in tp.
at first, the cinema was empty, only the two of us inside.
so freaking weird.
if i have watched horror movie, i think i will have bad nightmares.
but luckily it wasnt a horror movie, then shortly later, some students came in , i wasnt so freaked out.
enjoyed the movie.
but i would rate it
3/5 only.
cos nt very interesting.
esp the parts where the women scream like kids that they are getting married.
very fake.

we later went toilet to take photos. memory. man.


oh i forgot to mention. in sch , i took photo with mr Ng(above)my math teacher and mdm ong, my former cca teacher-in-charge .
wait there isnt anymore right??? i think so . if there is somemore i will upload the photos.

bursary

about 3 weeks ago, i went for the bursary. here is the photo.
i suck in it.
on that day, for the entire 2++ hrs, the guy sitting beside me and the guy sitting at the first row, fourth from left, both of them chat a lot.
cant imagine chatting for hrs NONSTOP.
but they are quite funny.
got one part, when Wong Kan Seng finished his speech in english and proceeded to speak in mandarin.
the boys held their breath. when he spoke in mandarin, they exclaimed," Wa lao, later speak in other foreign language. Korean. Tamil.Hindu. Japanese. blah blah.
the other guy ," kenna cheated la. from just now i came until now, cheated. wait so long..."

wonderful, these guys are really jokers. cant help it , i laughed at their so-called jokes?
then when i cmf that they were friends from same sch, they pretended not to know each other.
and started saying.
guy 1 ," oh hi, how are you? Nice to meet you. My name is blah blah. "
guy 2," Oh nice to meet you too. what is your name? oH ic , mine is blah blah."
then both guys pointed at the clock and told me," we just met about 1 min ago."
i have no choice but to laugh. trying to get my message across them that i know they are joking about and that they are friends was diff. i gave up in the end.

quite boring for the bursary. luckily have meizhen seated right behind me, i occasionally turn to the back to talk to her. Should have brought my handphone with me to use.....

makeup problems

today i went to bishan library to borrow books on makeup.
omg the books were so heavy.
when i opened the book and read on makeup, it made me wish that why is makeup so complex.
last night, i practised putting on mascara, but the weird thing is the brush look so dry, after putting the mascara, my lashes arent thick or dark. like no effect, and yet the mascara was very hot selling in japan.
and guess what, the reason is because, i forgot to shake the mascara bottle everytime when i used it.
so lame....

snap snap!

Isnt this cool?
WE ARE FEATURED IN THE SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE!!! :D



haha, just joking....

ok, first solution to making eyes bigger is eyeliner, as suggested by Raissa. :D
yay, and guess what, i finally found a website that allows us to make neoprints on our own!
the website is www.readysnap.com
but the sad thing is images cant be more than 1mb in size.
i wonder is 4R photos considered 1mb or more?

make up in the lurch

i just bought a mascara, eyelash curler to share with my mom.
i need some help.
my eyes are extremely small.
does anyone knows how to make my eyes bigger?
i am beginner in makeup.
dun expect me to know how to put on mascara or even curl my eyelash expertly.

juniors, i am coming back!!

i am blogging nowww......
yes....sounding rather lame ....
anyway, guys, this coming friday i will be returning back to beatty sec to celebrate CNY with my friends and juniors.
so juniors, do expect me to be back in sch.
oh god, i havent visited my primary sch for 4yrs.
not really deciding to visit.
mayb find some close pri friends then visit pri sch.
yay. hopefully K will be there.
yes, this time i will show my new hairstyle.
cos that time when i went back to sch to collect my results, i scared the teachers catch me and give me a hard time for having such a long fringe, so i dun dare to let down my fringe and pinned it up instead.
ya, this time i will let it down. my new hairstyle.

neos again!!

today went to accompany xinyi to cut hair with jas in tp at kelly salon
after that, we went to have lunch before going to bugis to watch a movie.
too bad, the movies there doesnt catch our eye, so we never watch.
i was hungry again, so we went to eat at food junction in bugis.
jas and xinyi waited for me while i ate.
after that, we met up with serene and went to arcade to play.
i played the percussion with jas.
damn funny, the way jas play.
her movements were very abrupt and not in sync with the beat.
halfway in the middle of the game, i laughed nonstop with serene and xinyi while continuing the hit the drum in sync.
actually we were laughing cos jas was too funny.
then we also played the ball game. quite nice, but play too often, no kick alrdy.
after that we played another game. something like o2jam. v. fun
all 4 of us play tgt
then we went to take neoprints.


whack! whack your heads! gonna slam your heads with my plastic hammer!
better wear a helmet!

wanna play poker? or place a bet with me? gimme a nice smile first.
and i wanna fly to the clouds to the beautiful rainbowww

wheee. there are 2 princesses who are injured, get a nurse quickly. and oh, they have a visitor!

mirror mirror on the wall, am i the cutest of all?
or the prettiest of all?
jkjk.. hhaha. i am sitting on the ledge looking at my mirror. xinyi wants to steal a glance on it.
jas and serene are giving u their beautiful smiles.

the photo taking of neoprint was crazy.
we were in such a rush to take the photo before time is out that i kicked off my slippers.
then when we were leaving the booth, i couldnt find 1 slipper.
turned out somebody , suspecting serene and jas, cos they were the ones who takes the photo nearest to my slippers, somebody unknowingly kicked my slipper under the machine.
thank god my arm is long, or else i have to go home missing 1 slipper.
that would be a funny sight.

after the neos, we went to bugis street to find the clothes that i want, but to no avail , so went home lor. hehe.

neoprints array

neoprints is freaking ex for a pair.
paid $5.50 to take neoprint with xinyi.
we paid 5.50 each.
and took 7 photos.
one didnt turn out nice, so we printed 6 photos only.



whee two of us. bigger pics.



i am the queen. xinyi is a sexy and pretty cat. my heart shaped lollipop has our photos. friends 4eva!



we just popped out from the envelope! flowers flowers...


first we were sexy and pretty cats, next we grew into cute and fluffy/ cuddly cats! meow


sitting on the rooftop watching the beautiful stars listening to pop music.
thats so us girls. yeah.
actually all these poses were imitated. well, we simply imitated the cute models.
when going home , saw someone resembling potassium at the escalator.
turned out not to be.
then we went to bishan library to borrow books.
i borrow the vampire diaries book 2.
envy me bah jasmine.
i shall tempt u with the book right in front of you, then dun let u grab it. hehe
haha. anyway, congratz to you on your Os result!
you're my BFF.

poly open house and cute guys ^^

whoa, these days i kept going for JC and poly open house.
go poly open house is to accompany my gfs cos staying at home is damn boring, nth to do
go poly, see lots of cute guys.
nowadays a lot of guys like to grow long fringe, then have super side parting such that their hairstyle is of zac effron.
some guys give a sticky look like their hair is plastered to their face, or maybe it really is with gel.
then the funny thing is when they talk, they tilt their heads almost 180 degrees.
my god, wont it be tiring if they chat for a long time with their friends? tilting for so long.
last week went to SP. totally lively and high.
so fun at the open house.
go nyjc, so dead.
but anyway, poly is richer than jc. thats y
today go ngee ann poly.
wahhh so rich poly.
got underpass. 8 storeys buildings. auditorium. glass cool lifts. brilliant .
but also quite bored when "listening" to the lecturers about business studies.
i wasnt really listening cos the lecturer was talking so long that some saliva gathered at his lips.
i didnt dare to laugh. but i wanted to.
i stared straight at the brochure focusing myself not to laugh.
then after what felt like ages, he said that to get more info, can ask some of the boys around the business booths.
cos he say boys mah, so i just walked straight to the boys he seemed to be pointing to.
turned out i was wrong. it was another lecturer. that time i didnt know, i was blur as usual.
so i walked to the boys and just looked at them. one guy with rebonded hair started nudging the other and kept smiling at me and my gfs. okay, i admit, the one without rebonded hair is cute la. so-so cute. but i doubt as cute as potassium
i was feeling confused.but i thought mayb is becos they nv explain the courses often to students so of course nervous . but it turned out i went to the wrong person.
my gfs walked over to another lecturer. yea, so i followed them.
so much for that.
in the end, i spent the next few mins, reading a book killing time.
and when we were at the bus-stop, finally going home.
i was interrogated by my gfs about...
the guys.
yes, they are cute. and are my type.
but i only see them once.
more like 1 sec crush.
not major crush.
so i am not interested in them.
plus i dun even noe them. and the boys may be snickering about my nerdy hairstyle.
i look freaking nerd with my blunt hairstyle and specs.
i will never let my fringe down when wearing specs with a blunt hairstyle.
definitely a layered one.
talking about ngee ann poly, i saw a girl almost 1 head shorter than me.
her bf taller than me a little only.
damn swt couple lor.
mayb i am short, but oso got some chance. haahaa.

HAPPY

I AM SOO HAPPY!
when i went to school,i was so nervous and kept hoping that the time to get our results will never come.
GUESS what!
my BFF JASMINE LEONG SEOK MUN is top in school.
she has 6A1 1A2.
brilliant!
glad that she scored so well, but also jealous. haha
as for me, i thought my english will fail. becos the compo was diff, i had a feeling i nv write it properly, and the compre sucks. the summary was also diffcult, so it was kind of a big surprise that i scored B3 for English!!
i managed to get 4 distinctions and 4Bs.
all ranging from A1 to B3
very happy.
i scored <15 points!!
L1R5- 13pts, L1R4- 10pts
aiming to go JC. so now choosing the JC.
but alot of difficulties, i dun understand the booklets.
=.=, but now , it is real playing time, time to have fun and party!!!

Doomsday

oh god.
if i have a genie, my wish will defintely be that 12th Jan never comes.
11th Jan will skip to 13th Jan.
doomsday for me is next monday
i dun wan to face to reality
i am very scared that i will fail my english. or cant get <15 points
i am absolutely dreading the day, so do my friends.
only students who score As in all subjects will be confident.
so scared. i think on mon, when i go to school, my hands will be cold from fear.
i will keep saying omg omg omg.
all the fear in me is bottled up
i think if i am happy with my results, i will jump for joy and shout whoo hooo.
if not, i think i may cry.
no, i cant cry, will be embarassing.
i dun wan my parents to be around with me to receive my results.
it will add to the pressure and tension.
bcos i feel that whatever i do, my parents are never satisfied and always compare me with smarter people.
wait, let me scream for awhile.
SCRRRRRRRRRRRRREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
RESULTS ARE COMING OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
pulling my hair out of its roots le......

BaCkTrAcKeD pOsT

Spent my xmas day eve at PUB recreation club with my paternal relatives.
early in the afternoon around 2.30 .
i met up with my cousins PZ and YT to go to arcade to play. arcade at J8.
coincidentally, when i was taking the escalator to go up to the fourth floor, i heard a familiar voice speaking.
i had a hunch that it was JS.
so i followed the voice.
anyway, the voice was very near, it belonged to a person who was standing near the escalator.
by the time i reached the fourth floor, the person had his back facing me and was walking away.
i scared that i recognize the wrong person. so i poked him gently and asked.
WTH.
the moment he saw me, he pretended to be frightened," Jian Gui(see ghost) "
hello kor, u see ghost in daylight? sorry, i not so fair to be whitish in colour lol. haha.
anyway, it is okay, la.
that is how he acknowledge me that i am present. lol
i think when he was pretending to be frightened, a guy beside him, whom i guess is his friend looks surprised. haha
anyway, such a coincidence. he happened to be shopping at J8 for xmas presents for his santa baby. what a babe. jkjk, i dun even noe his santa baby.
then after meeting up with YT and PZ, we had fun at arcade.
after that, they went to my house to play com and watch tv.
paradise for them.
guesss what, they played 5hrs shot.maple.
help me train my char.
looks like they love maple a lot. cos they took turns having their dinner, such that there will always be one person training the char while another eats.
around 9pm ++ we went to PUB finally.
i sang several songs.
geez, i couldnt sing my fav Simple plan, Taylor Swift, Avril Lavgine, Madonna, TVXQ, The Click Five songs.
could only sing outdated songs like " Bu xiang zhang Da " by S.H.E
at the stroke of Midnight, we sang Xmas songs. sang for about 1/2 hr.
the next day, xmas day.
i went to San Yee's hse to celebrate xmas with my maternal relatives.
YAY, she was the Santa Claus!
she handed out xmas gifts.
whoa, i got what i wanted.
actually hehe, i shopped with her for things i want, then she just wrap the presents up and give them to us on xmas day. (:
San Yee got me a ducky vacuum desktop cleaner, checkered shoelace and my personal clothes.
Shanlynn got me a calendar and teddy bear from Mary Meyers. looks cute :D
Maureen got me a carebear. hehe
Huihui got me a bracelet from billabong. ty everyone for the presents!
but some guilt, i didnt get presents for Maureen , Shanlynn, Huihui :(
next year shall prepare 4 presents.:D

my new hairstyle

happy new year to everyone!!!
nowadays, i dun dare to look at my calendar.
y? because it will remind me of my numbered days to release of O level results.
yea, despite everyone telling me that if i find the english to be diff, most likely other candidates will find it so.
but i am damn worried that what if only the students in my school find it diff, but other students dun?
then wont our english be damn low grade? probably Cs.
anyway, now i am making the most of the limited time i have to enjoy myself.
watch videos, be obsessed with my hairstyle again and try to blog more and put photos in it.
year 2009. seems like 2008.
cos while all students are going back to school, the sec 4s are still waiting for results. so i am still at home.
dun feel like finding a job now. doubt it would be easy.
my cousin sat for more than 50 interviews, before she finally got a job as a cashier.
and time really fly fast.
i am going to be 17 soon. my cousin is going for NS next year.
so fast. i wonder what it is like to be going for NS.
hehe. with rainie yang look-a-like hairstyle, my pimples are appearing in full force.
every morning before i wash my face, i admire my fair face as it is very smooth with no visible pimples or blackheads.
but after washing my face with a cleanser, all my pimples are visible. blackheads are visible too.
sianz. just pray that with my new hairstyle, my face will not have too many pimples.
although my hairstyle look quite childish and old fashion.

this is how i look like. my hairstyle. notice my fringe is straight. no layer.
a photo of me below with a white hairband.

act innocent look. hehe
i think i look years younger.


best....look like a 5 yr old kid =.=
i am 11 yrs younger. whoo.
but i find my current hairstyle better than my layered ones.
cos i have thinning hair on my forehead, so with layered hair, it wouldnt be v. nice.
and since i have a childish face, rather fit with a childish hairstyle.
and best, i heard that this hairstyle is the trend now.
not really sure lol, but i do see loads of ppl sporting this hairstyle at Far East Plaza not Bugis street.

yea, try to act cute again. haha.i guess this is the only time i ever tried to act cute. lol.
hey, instead of hearing the word cute from ppl's mouth, i hear the way hot instead.
guys, i am not a babe. i am just a sweet girl :D or mayb a cutie?
the end of introducing my new hairstyle.
beginning of mapling.
this few wks of mapling, yea i lvl v. slow. only lvl 30 now. after 2 wks of training.
to celebrate christmas in happyville which has ended alrdy, i took pics of my char.
well we are supposed to get into santa house, but first we have to transform ourselves into animals and presents or cute mons. i transformed into a cat. WATCH ME! meow.

lookkkk, my char. name : Cutiebeibei. arent my char cute?


my char is sleeping now.
yes and so am i .
goodnight!