zi lian= self-obsessed

haha. i finally got my invitation card for prom night.wanna see ?



this is the front. nice. a night to die for. yeppp



i love the font. although at first look i couldnt read it. but at second look, i could read it.
haha this is zi lian. self-obsessed. lol



tada.
kk i gtg
studyyyyyyyy for Ossss..
left hmm. ss, geo, e lit and P1 phy and P1 chem.
whoooosh...BYEEEEEE

secret crush

yep, i changed my blogskin to this current one.
theme is about love. lol.
i think what i am feeling right now seems to apply very much from this blogskin.
http://blogskins.com/info/158095/
especially these lines of meaningful words:

Here's a story of a girl
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

okay lonely in the first stanza doesnt really apply to me. but the rest do...
anyway, lets not talk ab0ut my secret crush, lets talk about my exam uneasiness.

these few weeks, every since the start of the Os, i have been having sleepless nights.
i go to sleep at around 11pm then i lie in bed till 2am++ and i still cant even get a wink of sleep.
i think i am overstressed.
i even considered of getting a sleeping pill...but what should i do?
cant sleep=>cant think properly during exams=>lower marks.
:(

blogskin irritates

argh... i dun like this blogskin.
the navigation is so difficult to use.
i shall change it asap. hahahaz.
anyway, planning for my prom eh?
hmm, i think i will curl my hair lol.
cos i like japanese girls curl. look so cute and dazzling.
till now, i am in dilemma.
i dun want to put makeup cos later pimples will appear but without makeup, perhaps i wont look that nice.
and wearing contact lenses with makeup may make me feel uncomfortable.
haizzzz.....what should i do??

more graduation day '08 photos

oh hi readers!
here are the rest of the photos!
i finally got them from WangShuai :D

from left, ME!, xinyu! wangshuai! Rebecca Wee!!hahas


best friends in 4e3 (;
i am her darling:P
haha, i mean her fav friend Lol. she once remarked that i am very cute. to her, i mean.


behind the two of us are kuan hong and sharvin. hahas


staircase height. from left: Jeremiah, wangshuai and me.
god, now i realise i am damn short. wish i could grow taller. :(
now i also realise why sometime when i talk to jeremiah, my neck feel so tired.
cos i have to tilt my head way up when i talk to him.
thats why i like it best i speak to people when both parties are seated, like that the height difference is not so visible. easier to talk. hehe. talk of researching.


Me and huitze. lol. isnt she pretty? You bet! hahas


Me and Mr Lee. Cher . he is a teacher. my PE teacher. for 3e3'07


Weilin from 4e4 and me from 4e3 hahas (:


Mrs Ng and ME! okay this photo is very dark, cant see our features clearly.anyway, i love my teacher, she is my favourite geography teacher!


from left, me, huiyi, shermaine. yanling.
lol, yanling dunno we were taking photos.


hoho. from left again, me wangshuai , tracy and chiu rong. errmm chiu rong, if i spell your name wrongly, pls let me know. correct me. thanks :)


Evelyn and me (:


Mrs Lai and me (: she is my form teacher and very nice teacher (:
for PC lessons, she let us watch movies. nice movies .haha. envy us bah.

okayyyy readers, these are mostly all the photos that i took during my graduation day (; some are still with serene and jaseline. shall get them and upload them asap (:
stay tuned :D

prom night clash RED CAMP!!!

oh damn.
i have red camp on 19th-21st Nov .
and i also have prom night on 21st Nov.
how how?? shit shit.
i want to go for both.
now i have just sent an email to the red camp ppl ask them whether i can go for just 19-20 and not go for 21st. so that i can go for 21st nov prom night.
hopefully they allow.
if they really do , i will be so happy :D
cross my fingers now.

final verdict. prom

Latest verdict.
yes i know i gave the verdict that i arent going for the prom.
but now my friends are going so am I!!!
hahas. yes
prom night.!
I am going for prom night (:
who am i dancing with. my dance partner?
dunno. ask me out lor. haha.

stewpid

how stupid is that?
guess what.
i bought 2 ball point pens so that they wouldnt smudge or smear if my O level paper is spilled with liquid.
just in case because Mr Ng( my math teacher) told us that the markers will be marking our papers in cold winter and they may spill their drinks. Probability. eh.
so if our pens are gel typed and not ball point, our paper will become smudged and the markers cannot mark properly, we will lose marks.
so my kiasuism kicked in, i went to buy the pens.
and today for Chem paper, i forgot to bring both pens.
thank god, i have a ball point pen(spare) in my pencil case, though it is not a good pen. quite diff to write. but managed to survive.
haha. luckily. i have backup.

Chemistry O exam

oh my god!
i am sooooo nervous.
later i will be having my Chemistry 'O' lvl examination.
my future is in my hands.
so scared that i will have careless mistakes.
okay!
NO MORE Careless mistakes.
read the questions properly.
take a deep breath.
relax.

prom night

yes, final verdict.
i am not going for prom night.
no, there wont be any dancing from what i have heard.
only dinner plus some performances.
reduced to $45 per person
still too expensive.
plus need to buy dresses.
nah..not going.

confused

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
GOOD/BAD NEWS for me:
we, the sec 4s have prom night.
yea i know other schools have prom night as it is traditional, but our sch dun have.
the students organised it themselves
problem now(bad news)..........
most of my friends dun wanna go.
i dun wan go alone.
serious, very expensive. $65 per person.
still need to buy dresses, get hair done, get makeup.
oh god, i hate makeups!
they make me look like a wayang person.
blusher, mascara, eye shadow. all like alien terms to me.
natural beauty the best!
but still in dilemma should i go or not?

DBSK ROCKS

Dong-bang-shin-ki nabs the #1 spot on the Orion charts in Japan with their 24th single, “Spell” (주문) from their album, “Mirotic” on October 15th.

Despite focusing on the fans of the motherland with performances and television appearances, the boys have snagged the coveted spot without much promotion.

However, ignoring fans in Japan would not be a smart move. DBSK will visit Japan on October 15-16 to tend to fans and will be back in time for their Mnet Countdown performance on the 16th.

Pictures from their performance at the Seoul Drama Festival

Graduation Day 2008

graduation day was great!
i didnt cry.
guess because i was busy taking photos and since during Os, we will still be taking our exams tgt, i was kinda relieved.
we will still be together.
first thing first.
clarissa made a card for me. so sweet!

love you lots too clarissa !

after morning assembly, we had normal lessons. during e lit, i literally "switched off", couldnt concentrate.so for e lit, we literally copied the prelim answer sheet.
sianz, i dun understand.
y for elit, cher cannot print ans sheet for us, other subject chers print ans sheet for us.
anyway, we had pure geo lesson after e lit.
we watched geo vid on coastal management. groynes.
before cher came, amelia, jasmine, buvana,jaseline and huithong took a photo.
too bad, i was too late to take a photo with them, couldnt take one. :(
yes, if u noticed me today that i wasnt wearing my specs, i was wearing contact lenses. haha(:
for me, putting on my lenses is okay, but taking out is diff.
during recess, didnt really eat much. took photos with mdm chia.the photo is with serene.once i get it, i show u (:
then we went to e4 and e5 to take photos.
i took photos mostly with my e4'06 classmates
oh god, Blogger is taking a damn long time uploading the photos.


staircase of heights.
hahahas, i am the tallest!!!*wishful thinking*
my best friends.and good friends (: xinyi and jas. love you loads!!!


sudha, love you loads!!! as a friend (:


(intro)From left to right: me, yanling,shermaine, jas and xinyi


Love you yanling and shermaine !


Indri's best friend, i call her "Panda", okayss thats her nickname by her friends XD


CANDY AND CHEWPHENG!!!! plus me, xinyi and jas (: we are all 2e4'06


MORE 2e4'06 ppl! PLUS HUIYI!!! :P


okay. the 2e4'06 ppl. plus IVAN, JUN YANG and JALEAN!!
Jun yang--> the funny fellow and tall guy hahas (:

and now...tada..my class, 4e3 friends:

Raissa and me (;


Xinyu (: yes, we are "united" , all of us wearing a 4e3'08 badge above our pockets.
so it covers our sch badge. hehe. anyway,


oooh my best friend, wangshuai XD
thanks for making my life in school for these two years sec3 and 4, wonderful.
you brighten up my day :D
BEST FRIENDS FOREVA!!!


Dheenah and me!!
Thanks for being such a nice friend to me for these years. since sec 1 till now.
love ya (:


during the graduation day ceremony, we released balloons.
and yea, they are stuck onto the ceiling.
kinda childish thought. but today i sat near potassium, so it was like the best pretz for me for graduation.
good thing potassium doesnt know i like h**.
haha. no way is anyone gonna find out who he is. the word potassium is so far from his real name. geez, i am good at choosing weird nicknames.
the weirder it is the better it is, cos ppl cant deduce the person. hehe.mystery.
but my best friends already found out liao. haaha. secret. shant tell u.

and now, back at home, busy admiring the cards and presents

this is my class badge (: quite nice
i like the design.


ballon, badge, small presents from teachers. Mrs Chan<3

okay thats the end for today !

your smile, laughter.

Graduation Day is next monday.
just 3 more days, and i will be graduating.
just 3 more days, and i wont be able to see Potassium and Sodium anymore
just 3 more days, i will be separated from my friends, studying for Os, going to different schools
just 3 more days, my entire secondary life is almost over and i will be on my own
just 3 more days, i will miss my friends' smiles.laughter.

i will miss everyone so much...i think i will cry on graduation day.

okay , sidetrack a bit.
dammit.
i am extremely frustrated.
what's so bad about piercing my ear another time?
what's so bad about having a second piercing.
i hate people to always compare me with elite students.
i know i arent as smart as them
but it doesnt mean i am not trying my best.
i hate it when i try my best to do something, and get chided that i didnt do it properly.
it hurts me.
feel so angry.
i promise, even if i go to a good school, i dun care about image.
i dun wanna look like a noob.
i just wanna look normal.perhaps kool? hahaz
no, smoking doesnt make a person look cool.
even if peer pressure, i feel that it is stupid to actually smoke.
i hate smokers.
i hate attention seekers.
i hate flirts.
i hate boastful people.
be true to yourself people.
dun pretend to be someone else.
cos its no use pretending.
ilove potassium laughter and smile
too bad, it is gona have any result
just let it go...
let go...
start afresh...

funny library

haha went to bishan library to study with meizhen, xinyi and jas.
library so cold
luckily i brought my socks. hehe i wore slippers there.
but changed into my socks cos my feet get cold easily.
i cold-blooded mah . hahahas. with the presence of aircon, my hands and feet become cold rapidly.
in the presence of sunlight, my feet and hands become hot rapidly.
studied, chem and math
jas so funny.
we were discussing about a difficult geography question.
then jas say when she dunno how to answer a question, she jumps to the next question.
next moment we say, she jump on the book. hop here and there.
resulted in me LOL
i laughed till i have tears of laughter.
then she trimmed her nails.
when she left, she left a nail behind.
then got a rather cute guy sat beside xy. infront of me and meizhen
the 3 of us stared at each other and grinned.
then we started laughing hard.
the guy was like puzzled. looked at us laughing then did his own stuff again.
god, meizhen wrote on my rough paper, " jealous?"
nope. i was laughing that he sat on jas's fingernail.
when the guy got up, xinyi stole a look at the nail.
it was crushed. the curve was crushed.
LOL.
a while later the guy left.
so funny. the nail crushed. i think the guy too uncomfortable.cos we kept laughing.
well, i wasnt giggling that he was cute. but was laughing that he sat on that nail. so funny.
hahahas.
okay. right now doing some a math question, trigo. sianz.
after a fun day studying, now i am studying alone at home.
hope to spend as much time as possible with my best friends and good friends before we part.
i dread graduation day. cos i gonna miss them.
haha. i shall stay in contact with them by getting all their email address, telephone, handphone numbers.